Feeling ordinary

Jeremiah Burroughs says this:

“A Christian values every service of God so much that, though some may be in the eyes of the world and of natural reason a slight and empty business, beggarly emoluments, or foolishness, yet since God calls for it, the authority of the command so overawes his heart that he is willing to spend himself and to be spent in discharging it.

It is an expression of Luther’s that ordinary works, done in faith and from faith, are more precious than heaven and earth.”

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Let me translate:

4 things I want to be as a leader

Reading Nehemiah and Ezra has sort of wrecked me out this past few days. I am learning a lot from them about the kind of leader I want to be:

1. Broken-hearted for others

Nehemiah wept and fasted when he heard about the wall of the Jerusalem had burned down.  When Ezra heard about the disobedience of God’s people he tore his hair out. Literally.

I know that there are hundreds of women directly or indirectly under my leadership that are walking in disobedience to God.  I know that walls are tumbling down around many of you right in this moment.

Discouraged, distracted and afraid

I am sure everyone in this coffee shop thinks I’m insane.

I keep bending my head and shutting my eyes to keep my focus on what I think I’m supposed to say.

My eyes are blurry from tears, and my hands are trembling ever so slightly as I type this.

You know what, guys?  We have been given some amazing promises.

We have been assured that this battle is won, and we have been delivered out of captivity and we have been told - Jesus is coming back.

We have been told that before that happens, there’s work to be done.

Surprise weddings, promises & prep

A friend of mine got engaged recently.

I love this season of preparation.  Gotta get her ready for her hubby: pre-marital counseling, wedding planning, dress shopping, working out.

Can you imagine if her fiance told her that he wanted to have a ‘surprise’ wedding, (which honestly – is the kind of thing he might do).  Imagine her, waking up every day, not sure if this was going to be the day that he just rolled up to her house to pick her up for the wedding.  Stress. Full.

Be a zealot

We are all zealots.  We are passionate for the things/people/causes we love and passionate against those we hate.

And that’s good news, because God is zealous to rule a zealous people:

And to the angel of the church in Laodicea write: ‘The words of the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the beginning of God’s creation. 15 “‘I know your works: you are neither cold nor hot. Would that you were either cold or hot! 16 So, because you are lukewarm, and neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out of my mouth.

God made us as creatures that run on zeal like a car runs onzeal gas.