thinking things about life and Jesus and stuff
Sneaky pride.
It messes everything up.
Pride is behind the anxiety I feel when I prepare to teach. It urges me to meditate on how much I have to lose or gain. Pride nudges me to plan more than I pray. Pride prompts me to flinch in shame when someone talks about sin that hits a little too close to home.
Pride, whether it wears the mask of boasting or of self-deprecation, is constantly beckoning my heart to pull up a chair and watch a story-of-me unfold.
Pride is a soul set on self.
I think it’s important to read people who are smart and gifted and think differently from you. And that’s why I read Rachel Held Evans blog.
Her last post was tough.
She described people who believe in God’s absolute sovereignty as cold & unfeeling and hate any kind of doubt or questioning.
Ugh.
I’m not scared of doubt. It does not define me and it does not anger or threaten my God.
You’ve heard it a million times, but Christian, stop and consider: we are under grace, not the law.
We have a hard time figuring out what to do with that crazy law. Our sinful flesh has two pendulum swings: (1) to trust the law to save us. (2) to blame the law for our sin.
The law is not the source of life. Sin uses the law to deceive us by convincing us that you and I can find worth and value and life through obeying God’s commands.
In the first couple of chapters of Romans, Paul is addressing folks who thought that being circumcised or keeping the law meant they were closer to God. Today, in modern-day America, the equivalent to his audience is the traditional christian who is struggling with judging others.
America is filled with people who think they are holier than others because they’re heterosexual or because they don’t sleep around. It’s filled with people who think they’re closer to God because they go to church or they vote republican or they do daily devotionals or they’re a ‘decent’ person.
In case you haven’t noticed, I’m obsessed with Romans right now. Loving it. It is tearing me apart. Separating joints and marrow indeed.
Here’s another crazy thing that Romans says: there are two ways to respond to sin that both indicate that we don’t get the Gospel.
1. Approve sin. The first response that indicates a rejection of the Gospel in our hearts is the tendency to approve other people’s sin.
Though they know God’s righteous decree that those who practice such things deserve to die, they not only do them but give approval to those who practice them. (Romans 1:28-32 ESV)