I'm a little bit done this week.

(and I wrote this before today's news)

I’m a little bit done with chronic illness this week.

I lay in bed the other night and scanned my body and soul for any new symptoms.  I noticed an absence, a void in part of my being.  The room called hope, or anticipation, the room of my personhood that houses the sensations associated with dreaming and joy and whaat I have for lived for has gone str…