On noticing other people’s bodies

Something has changed within me. Something is not the same.

It’s a thing I’ve been doing longer than I’d like to admit: noticing other people’s bodies and unconsciously comparing or coveting - feeling that strange admiration and yearning for my own body to imitate theirs.

But I’ve noticed this past month how much this experience has changed for me. I’m still noticing, still logging differences in my body to other…